Life

You can't trust anyone or believe anything anyone says. The people you love the most, hurt you the most which makes it that much harder to leave them. What is the point though? Being friends with them to relive and hope you will have more, fun memories in the future while for now your tossed aside like a piece of trash because they have someone else, someone better. A boyfriend, other friends, just someone who makes them treat you as if you don't matter. Some times it makes you not want to be here. Especially when they don't even seem to remember the intimit memories of people that they should know as your best friend. Well that's up for you to decide. Personally, I don't want to lose you, but you don't seem to want me around. I'm appologizing for the way you're acting which is not right. I can't be one of your "I-need-you-for-something-else" friends. I don't even know how to love myself anymore after the way I have been treated by you. Time heals wounds. I just know that if things don't start to change fast, I'm not going to be far from a disaster. Here's to hoping all turns out right.