love sucks

that was one of the hardest things i have ever done in my life. now i know how he feels, the complete opposite of me or so it seems. it sucks cause u mean so much to me. i feel like crying even though i know it could never work out. you were hers first always have been always will be and now everytime i see u i pray to god it wont be weird. i dont wanna lose u i cant. ur one of my favorite guy friends and you mean the world to me. so i guess this is it u know u never knew and never would have been a ble to guess but its true. heres hoping i dont cry to much over u. i love u and i always will. ur amazing and any girl will be lucky to have you but she better watch out cause i will always be right there.